My Blog @ BabyJolie

Am gonna see ya soon.. Am so excited now.. Dunno I can sleep or not tonight but I’m gonna try hard to pass by da hours.. I miss you.. I really do.. Since u’ve been gone i’d been thinking alot.. U asked me to think about da good times we’ve had together, yea it does made me smile and laughed.. I hope da bad moments had  passed by coz  i really do not wish to u or me to be sad again.. Never again in my life to see you cry.. And i do hope u’ll be sincere with me.. No more messing around yea..

We never know wat it meant when its gone.. Yea i do agree on this one but i guess i can’t let you go just yet.. Love you too deep to let u slip away.. Plz understand me dat i might do something that hurt you but deep in my heart, you’re still da one I wanted da MOST..

Missing you 24/7 and every second now..

All I wanted was to know I’m safe
Don’t want to lose the love I’ve found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I’m handin’ over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right

I’ve acted very strange recently.. I admit that my mood swing has gone totally ridiculous basically to a stage that you should not stand for.. I haven’t been sleeping this days.. I can’t sleep eventho I wanted to rest so much but my mind juz won’t let me.. Yea it’s juz some pics and I know i shouldn’t acted dat way I acted.. Logiccaly speaking it should be fine but i had it once, perhaps dats the reason why i’m mad.. And yea I shouldn’t have doubted you but i can’t coz I dun trust you.. Just leave me alone for a while.. I know it hurts but do me this favour.. I need this to find myself back.. Now, I think I’m da lost lamb here..

Good morning everyone…

I had a good time today.. At least not tha drunk compared to last night.. Wasn’t sure wat am I feeling now.. I’m missing you and I do mean it.. The last week has been quite busy for me but still am feeling lonely.. Am trying hard to keep myself busy and yes I do think I did it quite well.. Life is such a misery at times, when u’re around I didn’t appreciates u or maybe I used to take things for granted.. Now that u’re away from me, I felt empty or lost..

Sigh

I think i’ll be gone crazy soon.. I need you by my side.. Life is so empty without you here.. Sighhh.. Damn i hate this feeling of loneliness.. Wan see u! Wan see u! Wan see u!

Come back soon

Earlier last month I read about da starscope which says dat something will happen unexpectedly and when i received da call from my ex boss, i was really shocked.. He offered me a position which off course is a better deal now.. Thanks for still believing in me.. Its just dat somehow I felt dat it’s not dat proper for me juz to take over but i guess it’s da destiny given to me.. This will be da last time to prove myself to you people out there and this time i believe i can do it.. Everything seems very positive n promising.. I got to get da job done..

Kampatehhhhh

Latin: "clan name from emili"
A loving woman
A classy lady
A compassionate woman
Thinks for the benefit of those around her
Her friends respect her thoughts on any subject
Someone who will turn no one away
She is one who can turn on the charm
She is a calm and confident lady..

I really doubt the accuracy of this meaning.. LOL

U only been away for few hours now but I’d already felt that u’ve been away for weeks.. Dunno how to calm myself until you’re back again..

Misssin u alot

I’m sorry for hurting u again.. I wish i could be stronger and make u smile n laugh each day.. I really wanted u to know that it wasn’t my intention at all to see sad.. Please bare with me ok.. I am changing now..

I’ve always wanted to write something about my parent and I dunno why.. They has been married for more then 30 years now and yet they are still very much in love and happy.. Dad has been a very good husband and father.. He recently undergo a surgery at HUKM and according to the doctor he’s fine now.. I was quite scared at first coz if somebody in the hospital it always reminded me of my lil sister.. During da few days in hospital mom was very anxious and just couldn’t sit still.. I guess she was very worried bout dad during surgery.. Dad acted like a baby coz he can’t eat anything except for hospital food and it’s really sucks.. So he asked mom to get him dis and dat and off course mom never reject him.. Kinda fun to see 2 elderly people acted that way.. Haha..

Alright.. Here’s some photos that i’d like to put up for my own "look see look see"..

 
Mom n dad dating.. I do not know wer tho..

Big day for dad.. Not easy to get my mom at dat time.. Not at all..

All I wish for is for them to be merry, happy and healthy always Love u..